Been 2 weeks…
It’s harder than I thought.. but managed to get thru it.. It’s not easy to let go of a person whom you fought so hard for.. and you worked so hard to maintain. When the time comes, heart change, you need to let go to see him/her happier.
Somehow. it doesn’t hurt as much as before. Am I cold hearted? Or my heart is just getting numb? The feeling of "there’s no turning back" sometimes still hurts me, but that’s the way it is right?
Anyway, it’s time to pursue my own happiness than to live to make others happy. Loving someone and being loved is a sweet memory that I will always remember.
March 19th, 2007 at 8:57 pm
No, you’re not cold hearted. It’s just that you realize that there’s no way for a turn back anymore. Glad that you have this in your mind.
Jie, be strong. Move on. Be happier than the past.
April 20th, 2007 at 1:40 am
I’m happier now!