My Thoughts

Link to the song : Star

The wind is shaking the windows,
and over my small room,
The stars fill up the sky,
shining brightly too many to count,
The stars reassure tired me,
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

Don’t be hurt too much..
they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart,
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
It is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

I’ve always vowed not to fall in love again. There is a saying "It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel." I’m glad that I forget my own philosophy and told you how I feel. This feeling grew stronger and stronger each day. Even when we are apart, you’re always in my heart. Am I in your heart? A place where I feel safe and warm?

You never deny your feelings towards me. You’re always yourself when you are with me. I never want you to change just to be with me, as you’re always the best in my heart. I know I’m not your first but I hope to be your last. Maybe it is fated that we are to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. You are my gift, am I yours?

Love hurts. The more you love, the more it hurts. But why love when it hurts? Because there are more happier things than hurtful things. Why look at the hurtful things when there are sweet memories which lies deep in your heart? A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, in the end you just have to let go. Why let go when you know you’re going to experience this every time you fell in love? Be confident in yourself and give both of us a chance. It’s hard to maintain a relationship, but I promise that you won’t be the only one who is working hard, I will work with you.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in
a relationship… and find out you still care for that person. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it. Don’t let go. You only live once, and there’s only one "me".

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back. I’ve never expect your love in return; it just grow in my heart. I’m not giving you all my love, but it just grew in me. Day by day, I love you more. Day by day, I get to know you more. Day by day, I need you more. You’re part of my life… am I part of yours? You’re the one who makes me smile silly. It takes only a smile on your face to make a dark day seem bright. Am I the one that makes you smile?

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Am I that "someone" in your dream? Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do. I dream what I dream and I dream of you.

Never let go.

Born on a Cusp? - Cancer/Leo - Source here

22 Jul - 26 Jul: Cancer/Leo

Cancer is the fourth Sign of the Zodiac; Leo is the fifth. Those born on the Cancer/Leo Cusp have the vitality and ambition to be successful in their creative endeavours. Creativity is one of their keywords, and their caring nature ensures that the benefits of their imaginative powers help others. Cancer/Leos turn to nurturing the family group and take pride in their warm hospitality. They are emotional and traditional, interested in heredity and ancestors. Cancer/Leos can be prominent on stage and in film, as their natural ability to act, their flamboyance and their love of attention make them naturals at fame.

The astrological symbol of Cancer is the Crab; for Leo, it’s the Lion. Cancer/Leos go through life with a strong shell around them that is not easily broken. However, Cancer/Leos are the first to express emotion in any given situation — the first to laughter and the first to tears. In this way, the Cancerian influence exemplifies the Cardinal quality assigned to it. They also have a strong ability to see their projects through to the end. In this way, Leo exemplifies the Fixed quality assigned to it. Cancer/Leos are good organisers and tend to be popular, even inspiring.

Cancer is ruled by the Moon, Leo by the Sun. In ancient times, the Moon, which represents fertility and instinct, was perceived as the Great Mother, responsible for nurturing all life. The Moon controls the tides and all water on earth, and it has a strong effect on human emotions. Cancers and Cancer/Leos tend to be more sensitive to the movement of the Moon through the Zodiac than are other Signs, their moods changing with the Moon’s passage. In ancient times, the Sun was believed to be the centre of the Universe, the core of existence, the Father. The Sun generates warmth and keeps life on Earth moving. Leos and Cancer/Leos sometimes feel they are the centre of the universe, and sometimes they are! They are gregarious, social and fun-loving and live life with enthusiasm. Generally domestic and peaceful, they have strong emotional drives and won’t sit still when loved ones are threatened. The Sun and Moon, mother and father, day and night — Cancer/Leos are all of these things, and finding a way to express the entire continuum is both a challenge and a much-needed emotional release.

The Element associated with Cancer is Water. Water Signs are emotional and tend to respond to the world through an emotional filter. The Element associated with Leo is Fire. Fire Signs are physical and tend to respond to the world through action. Cancer/Leos are very intuitive and jump headfirst into life, without worrying whether their latest goal is realistic or practical. For them, everything about life is Big with a capital B, and if drama and courage are required to meet their goals, they have both in abundance. Their warm and caring nature is very sensitive to other people’s harshness. Cancer/Leos are cheerful and self-assured, sometimes to the point of living in a fantasy world. They are always happy as long as someone is paying attention to them!

Cancer/Leos have a strong association with food. They are very imaginative and sensitive, making them excellent amateur chefs. Some go on to make a career out of cooking. Pleasure is important to those born on the Cancer/Leo Cusp, and they like to spend money to feel good. Cancer/Leos tend to enjoy physical exercise, finding that sweat helps them counter the stress inherent in their emotional nature. They prefer to play in groups, rather than solo. They are too sociable to enjoy solitary running or weightlifting, and they much prefer team sports or group exercise.

In love relationships, Cancer/Leos top the charts in almost every area, from devotion to romance. The great strength of the Cancer/Leo is in their creativity and generosity with others. Sometimes these qualities combine, resulting in thoughtful gifts or unique solutions to problems. Cancer/Leos’ emotional orientation to life helps them understand the difficulties their loved ones must work through.

A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? "Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman."  The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.