Flying off again

January 5th, 2008 by gekteng

Whenever your not around,
it seems the day goes slow.
But then when were together,
you make my day glow.

What is this mystic hold,
you have upon my heart.
It really is so wonderful,
I never want it to part.

As hard as it is
It’s all worth while
Because when I hear from you
On my face is a big smile

Our love for each other
For this we must pay
But it doesn’t really matter
We’ll be together someday

Bleh..

November 24th, 2007 by gekteng

I wish my arms were long
Enough to hold you from afar.
I wish my heart was strong
Enough to get into my car.

To drive through fear and darkness;
To make you cups of tea;
To soothe you through the pain of night;
To set your torment free.

I cannot feign indifference,
Pretend that I don’t care.
You know my heart beats faster
At the thought that you are near.

Waiting…

October 15th, 2007 by gekteng

I wonder if you wake up at night
Thinking about me like the way I think of you
I think about your smile and how you make me laugh
I appreciate everything that you do

I wish you were here I’m playing our song
Being with you always takes me away
I can’t wait to see you
I have to wait for now

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine…
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Let me touch you with my hands
and map the beauty of your body
Let my touch help you trace the words
from a place deep within

Do you know?

October 4th, 2007 by gekteng

Do you know much I hurt
or how much I miss you

Do you know what you meant to me
or how much I miss your voice

Do you know how much I think of you
or how much I miss holding your hand

Do you know how much I yearn for you
or how much I miss your sweet touch

Do you know how I sorry I am without you
or how much I miss spending time with you

Do you know when you keep pushing me off
how much I miss when you left me alone

I try to make you understand how much my true love on you
I try to make you understand my heart how much cry for you
I try to make you understand how much I care for you
I try to make you understand how much I need of you
I try to make you understand how much I want to hold you tight
I try to make you understand how much I need your hugs

Try to understand the love in my heart for you is more precious than gold
and try to make me understand your love for me is true

Facts of life

October 4th, 2007 by gekteng

We make them cry who care for us
We cry for those who never care for us
And we care for those who never cry for us

That’s the truth of life
Strange but true
Once you realized this, it’s never too late to change.

Time is like a river
You cannot touch the same water twice
because the flow that has passed will never pass again
Enjoy every moment of life.

Don’t make promises when you are in joy
Don’t reply when you are sad
Don’t make decision when you’re angry..
Think twice, act wise..

Star..

September 19th, 2007 by gekteng

Link to the song : Star

The wind is shaking the windows,
and over my small room,
The stars fill up the sky,
shining brightly too many to count,
The stars reassure tired me,
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

Don’t be hurt too much..
they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart,
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming.
though it is unusual that my one star is bright
It is very bright, even blinding..
it comes down to my shoulder
Stop being so sad..
it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

Though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
Though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

Never let go

September 10th, 2007 by gekteng

I’ve always vowed not to fall in love again. There is a saying "It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel." I’m glad that I forget my own philosophy and told you how I feel. This feeling grew stronger and stronger each day. Even when we are apart, you’re always in my heart. Am I in your heart? A place where I feel safe and warm?

You never deny your feelings towards me. You’re always yourself when you are with me. I never want you to change just to be with me, as you’re always the best in my heart. I know I’m not your first but I hope to be your last. Maybe it is fated that we are to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. You are my gift, am I yours?

Love hurts. The more you love, the more it hurts. But why love when it hurts? Because there are more happier things than hurtful things. Why look at the hurtful things when there are sweet memories which lies deep in your heart? A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, in the end you just have to let go. Why let go when you know you’re going to experience this every time you fell in love? Be confident in yourself and give both of us a chance. It’s hard to maintain a relationship, but I promise that you won’t be the only one who is working hard, I will work with you.

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in
a relationship… and find out you still care for that person. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it. Don’t let go. You only live once, and there’s only one "me".

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back. I’ve never expect your love in return; it just grow in my heart. I’m not giving you all my love, but it just grew in me. Day by day, I love you more. Day by day, I get to know you more. Day by day, I need you more. You’re part of my life… am I part of yours? You’re the one who makes me smile silly. It takes only a smile on your face to make a dark day seem bright. Am I the one that makes you smile?

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Am I that "someone" in your dream? Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do the things you want to do. I dream what I dream and I dream of you.

Never let go.

Born on a Cusp?

September 7th, 2007 by gekteng


Born on a Cusp? - Cancer/Leo - Source here

22 Jul - 26 Jul: Cancer/Leo

Cancer is the fourth Sign of the Zodiac; Leo is the fifth. Those born on the Cancer/Leo Cusp have the vitality and ambition to be successful in their creative endeavours. Creativity is one of their keywords, and their caring nature ensures that the benefits of their imaginative powers help others. Cancer/Leos turn to nurturing the family group and take pride in their warm hospitality. They are emotional and traditional, interested in heredity and ancestors. Cancer/Leos can be prominent on stage and in film, as their natural ability to act, their flamboyance and their love of attention make them naturals at fame.

The astrological symbol of Cancer is the Crab; for Leo, it’s the Lion. Cancer/Leos go through life with a strong shell around them that is not easily broken. However, Cancer/Leos are the first to express emotion in any given situation — the first to laughter and the first to tears. In this way, the Cancerian influence exemplifies the Cardinal quality assigned to it. They also have a strong ability to see their projects through to the end. In this way, Leo exemplifies the Fixed quality assigned to it. Cancer/Leos are good organisers and tend to be popular, even inspiring.

Cancer is ruled by the Moon, Leo by the Sun. In ancient times, the Moon, which represents fertility and instinct, was perceived as the Great Mother, responsible for nurturing all life. The Moon controls the tides and all water on earth, and it has a strong effect on human emotions. Cancers and Cancer/Leos tend to be more sensitive to the movement of the Moon through the Zodiac than are other Signs, their moods changing with the Moon’s passage. In ancient times, the Sun was believed to be the centre of the Universe, the core of existence, the Father. The Sun generates warmth and keeps life on Earth moving. Leos and Cancer/Leos sometimes feel they are the centre of the universe, and sometimes they are! They are gregarious, social and fun-loving and live life with enthusiasm. Generally domestic and peaceful, they have strong emotional drives and won’t sit still when loved ones are threatened. The Sun and Moon, mother and father, day and night — Cancer/Leos are all of these things, and finding a way to express the entire continuum is both a challenge and a much-needed emotional release.

The Element associated with Cancer is Water. Water Signs are emotional and tend to respond to the world through an emotional filter. The Element associated with Leo is Fire. Fire Signs are physical and tend to respond to the world through action. Cancer/Leos are very intuitive and jump headfirst into life, without worrying whether their latest goal is realistic or practical. For them, everything about life is Big with a capital B, and if drama and courage are required to meet their goals, they have both in abundance. Their warm and caring nature is very sensitive to other people’s harshness. Cancer/Leos are cheerful and self-assured, sometimes to the point of living in a fantasy world. They are always happy as long as someone is paying attention to them!

Cancer/Leos have a strong association with food. They are very imaginative and sensitive, making them excellent amateur chefs. Some go on to make a career out of cooking. Pleasure is important to those born on the Cancer/Leo Cusp, and they like to spend money to feel good. Cancer/Leos tend to enjoy physical exercise, finding that sweat helps them counter the stress inherent in their emotional nature. They prefer to play in groups, rather than solo. They are too sociable to enjoy solitary running or weightlifting, and they much prefer team sports or group exercise.

In love relationships, Cancer/Leos top the charts in almost every area, from devotion to romance. The great strength of the Cancer/Leo is in their creativity and generosity with others. Sometimes these qualities combine, resulting in thoughtful gifts or unique solutions to problems. Cancer/Leos’ emotional orientation to life helps them understand the difficulties their loved ones must work through.

Perceptions

September 3rd, 2007 by gekteng

A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? "Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman."  The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.

Colorgenics Test

August 27th, 2007 by gekteng


 
 
   
      

       
You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity
and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you
will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected
from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is
more - you deserve it.

You
‘need to be needed’. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything
short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not
get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close
the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an
emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all
those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear
that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving
yourself wide open for punishment.

For some time now your hopes
and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming
withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested
itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become
withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You
seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for
fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are
wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your
trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously
aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust
nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

Whatever you
have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite
convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and
it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You
would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you
do. At this time there seems to be no-one on the horizon nor is there
any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be
said that you are really a ‘trier’ and indications are that you will,
as indeed you have in the past, ‘bounce back’.

Source : http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm